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Head storms
It's the chaos that runs around in her head, as though the memories where storms that crashed down aimlessly. Whispering into the abyess as though she would get a different answer. But it was always the same, she needed to learn how to ride the storm and be her own Queen.
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Literature
A Moment Lost
She saw him in the heart of light,
Even then something took flight.
Beneath the wings of a blacken crow.
The wind beckoned to and fro,
She looked down and her heart was gone,
As if it were stolen by a lovesick song.
She swore it didn't mean a single thing,
When she bent down to kiss his broken wing.
Alone beneath the star light sky
I began to whimper and cry.
Knowing this was a fleeting in time,
Whereas I would never call you mine.
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Literature
Just you
Instead of sharing him with others, I wanted a piece of him all to myself.
Because ....
I gave him everything I was and expected the same in return.
Nevertheless, slowly and surely I watched myself wither.
Day by day my world started collapsing, soon my poetry died.
I felt…. that ….. If I stayed any longer…..
I would rapidly perish into nothing.
So I left, I left with a lie on my lips and a violent storm in my heart.
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Literature
Breaking
I could tell you things in countless ways, even then you wouldn't listen.
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Literature
Life
If I could explain it as a metaphor, I would say I cannot leave fire alone.
I ignite the spark, watch it light up, and while nurturing it . . . slowly walk away as everything engulfs itself in flames.
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Literature
On Self Medicating
empty words and empty bottles
dark liquors and blackened lungs
stained from the smoke
my liver can only take so much more
and my heart has long packed up
and left me behind
i reach for another glass
before moving on to something harder
found in orange bottles
with white labels and long names
little white pills scored down the middle
to take the edge off
maybe i am trying to escape
or i just enjoy the feeling
the results are the same
despite the reasoning
for the time being
nothing in the world matters
the tingling sensation
that sweeps across my whole body
and the overwhelming euphoria
maybe i am trying to escape
or i just enjoy the feeling
i can't seem to shake this habit
self-medicating to mask the pain
running away from my problems
and into the arms of addiction
never looking back
somewhere along the way
i lost my way
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Literature
Effect
and in a single breath,
the world fell into silence.
with one word,
the storms calmed.
with a lone motion,
nothing was ever the same.
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Literature
Help
You used to chase the darkness away,
Now I'm all alone and nothing but it's prey.
It takes me everything,
to stop myself from running to you.
Beg you to take me under your wing,
I'm scared of myself of what I'll do.
I'll hide back in my corner,
the safest I will be,
I hope I don't find me.
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Literature
Cold
Your voice I grew to love,
Until you grew silent.
Your touch I remember,
Until you pulled away.
Your words kept me safe,
Until they grew angry.
Your love kept me warm,
Until you grew cold.
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Literature
how to be frantic
it was always easy.
my mouth was a filter,
nothing went through unless it sounded like
"i'm fine"
but you look in my
kaleidoscope eyes
and make sense of the fractures inside,
see past every mirage and camouflaged sigh
revised and fabricated into every smile
of every lie
and when i give vague answers
they sound like soliloquies to you
like i'm pouring out my heart into your hands and
coughing up broken glass from all the bottles i corked
and buried with my feelings (they're shattering)
(my heart's a sandbox and
you'd only have to dig once to find something,
three year's worth of something hidden and disregarded
as nothing).
i expected you to disregard me as nothing
//that six foot hole was intended for me,
i was going to join all my loose thoughts in the sandbox-boneyard but
i guess you're not going to let that be an option for me//
i'd say don't leave
but i know you will
(say what you want, words are words are words
and you are you
but you are like the rest of them,
you'r
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Literature
my very own astrological speakeasy
did i ever tell you how i used to
melt stardust and burn oxygen,
mix them together,
and bottle liquid atmosphere?
you could get high off the stuff,
milky white with an aurora-like glow
i used to run my hands through it,
watch the wisps curl around my
fingertips like fog and
inhale little bits until there were
shooting stars
ricocheting around my skull and
my head was in the clouds
(it was so easy back then, i had a warehouse full of my
escape, a stock of happiness - enough to last forever)
but i never realized i was robbing all those stars
from somewhere
much closer to home
than the heavens
(when their eyes began to drain and dull and grow dark
i understood that i was the toxic slowly ripping them apart)
i became far too dependent on the sky
and i drank in so much of it that i
became too weightless to stay on
the ground without
rocks tied around my ankles
(they always said i daydreamed too often but i never believed
such a thing existed until i could no longer differentiate reality
fro
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Literature
Dumb
Yes, I’m a dumb one, you’d never notice me in a gathering or a crowd. At parties I’m no fun, I sometimes forget to tell my jokes out loud. I weigh letters on the tip of my tongue, then swallow them down. Piece them back together in my left lung, for my right is already filled with melodies unsung.
What if my thoughts escaped, before they were fully shaped? I speak with small gestures, too often I frown. I don’t bite my cheek because I’m eager to speak.
I’m not dumb for handling my words with care, not wanting any sharp edges to cut. I taste them before I let them leave my mouth, not being too generous with the thoughts I share.
Why I’m so damn melancholic, too downcast? I model myself to be your contrast. Alcohol would loosen me up, but since you’re an alcoholic, I’m an abstainer. Why? It’s a no-brainer: I don’t drink alcohol because I don’t like to lost control.  
You take me for a fool, but I’m not the
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It's the chaos that runs around in her head, as though the memories where storms that crashed down aimlessly. Whispering into the abyess as though she would get a different answer. But it was always the same, she needed to learn how to ride the storm and be her own Queen.
She saw him in the heart of light,
Even then something took flight.
Beneath the wings of a blacken crow.
The wind beckoned to and fro,

She looked down and her heart was gone,
As if it were stolen by a lovesick song.
She swore it didn't mean a single thing,
When she bent down to kiss his broken wing.

Alone beneath the star light sky
I began to whimper and cry.
Knowing this was a fleeting in time,
Whereas I would never call you mine.
Instead of sharing him with others, I wanted a piece of him all to myself.
Because ....
I gave him everything I was and expected the same in return.
Nevertheless, slowly and surely I watched myself wither.

Day by day my world started collapsing, soon my poetry died.
I felt…. that ….. If I stayed any longer…..

I would rapidly perish into nothing.

So I left, I left with a lie on my lips and a violent storm in my heart.

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Yllande Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks by Yllande  
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Autumn-Fires Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2017  Student Writer
Thank you for the watch! :D
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LilithxBlood27 Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2017
Hug Thank you as well
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catloversjt Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017   Writer
thanks for the fave on my poem and the watch, I really appreciate it!! :heart:
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LilithxBlood27 Featured By Owner Feb 25, 2017
No problem, 😊 I really enjoy your work
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thank you so much :heart:
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Thanks for the watch! ^_^
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LilithxBlood27 Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2017
Love your work!
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Asahi-Taichou Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2017
Thanks again!
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sambeawesome Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2016
Thank you so much for the watch! I Love You Emote I really appreciate it and I'm glad you like my artwork Huggle! 
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LilithxBlood27 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2016
Your artwork is very unique Heart Love I will subscribe xx
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Thank you x3
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TinaBlythe Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2015   Traditional Artist
Hi! I wanted to say thank you for adding me to your watch :huggle:
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LilithxBlood27 Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2015
Hug  You do lovely artwork xxx I still need to learn to paint from my heart like you do.
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